xrulex:

Listen to Anteater from Germany - awesome (post-)hardcore / screamo band with female vocalist.

And I was hating myself for always searching for reasons that were not here.
My thinking didn’t stop: there will be no next.
And I travel through the past.
Banishing memories from my mind.
I perceive angry thoughts, calling you guilty, blaming myself.
Getting no message, no call in the night.
I won’t wake up from my destructive fettle.
Please give me hope for my next days.

(via xrulex)

Source: anteaterband.bandcamp.com