a rift

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

When I graduated; I was glad it was over but at the same time the anticlimactic…ness… of it all made me kind of angry and sad in that weird passive way.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

I do that a lot, honestly! I have this tendency to absent-mindedly observe people while I wait for the bus or whatever, and if I’m caught I smile at them. Sometimes they even smile back.

I hope I don’t come off as creepy or rude to those who don’t tho.

8. How often do you listen to music?

As often as I can; I’d say all the time but it wouldn’t be entirely true. I do carry my darling old mp3 player with me everywhere though! I seem to concentrate better when I’m allowed to have music as company but the dumb thing is that I often don’t even realize what’s on - I’m just fully aware of its absence because I find it grating, but if you asked me about the last song that was playing while I was in the middle of a task I probably wouldn’t know.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

The lack of air, that’s what I dislike about this day the most. It’s so hot and stuffy :c

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

My bff, Kinga! ♥

35. Did you have a dream last night?

Oh yeah, I did; it was a strange mix of vividly embarrassing and absurdly stupid and it included some people I know irl and my favourite musician. I’d elaborate but I honestly want to wipe it out of my memory as soon as possible haha. My dreams are usually kind of violent and upsetting though, so even if tonight’s dream wasn’t pleasant it was still a nice change of pace.

75. Did you wake up cranky?

Kind of, yeah; I woke up to my fan not working. I thought it was dead, but it started working again when I lightly smacked it on the side. Huh.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Oh yeah, this one friend I had years ago. We were really close but our ways parted on a rather sour note. I still have the Charmander playing card he gave me and I carry it in my wallet. I hope life’s treating him well.